God is faithful.
I don't quite understand it all right now, but that's okay.
I'm trying to find myself, but it's not working as planned.
I guess "form and style" kinda get shoved out the door
when the God you serve is trying to get ahold on your
heart and your mind...pretty radical. Who would've thought
that after so long, my heart would be here, at this place?
A place of abandon, surrender, unknown, but peace.
It's a peace, I for one, have never known. It's a peace
that surpasses all I could ever wish for or dream of. It's
incredible. And this...of all things...is what he requires of us...
Love them until they ask you why, Dear One.
Sometimes I wonder, "Could you have made it
somewhat easier for me," then I realize, it's that simple.
Just love them, inspite of the fact that they don't care,
they'll ask questions and not wait for the answer and
interrupt in the middle of a story. It's okay. They will
see because He is God...
One thing I must ask for...grace...in this situation and the daily circumstances, it is the grace that gets me through. It's the wonderous power of Christ that brings me to a place of grace in my own life, where I'm not on the recieving end...I'm giving it...or seeking to give it with all of my heart...but it's a new concept...
I'm learning...
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